im feeling damn stressed up now.
SHIT.
anyway, zeeb got FIRST.
haha. YAY! 24.90m. cool sia.
so proud of her.
beat tt RGS girl on her last throw.
haha. everyone there was screaming like... !!!!!
haha. okay. its throwers screaming only.
SO SO SO PROUD OF HER!!!
love love love that ZEEB loads. haha.
and chole and garner too.
did so well, all of them.
making me feel the stress......
okay. its not coz of them.
its the qualifying.
wonder wad they have been doing... as in my opponents.
haha.
coz loads of them just suddenly improved alot.
maybe coz they harder than us.
i really dont feel like throwing again.
i dont wanna disgrace the school.
BUT i dont wanna drag the team points down.
SHIT. im feeling super SHITIFIED now.
i think i'll get a "mental" breakdown like soon. or maybe, tomms.
HELP ME SOMEBODY?
i dont think i will get top 8.
i feel bad.
i think im letting the school down again.
i need to thro like 27m for top8?
tt's worse than last yr.
HELP ME.
PLEASE??
sui and xiong are like.... no worries.
there's the 2 NYG ones, 2 cedarians, sui xiong, chuameiling and fren.
and i think my DSA to AC is not accepted?
but i got invitation know.
okay. its not like they really wanted me to go there.
its coz of chirps and shuwei there.
THIS IS KILLING ME.
i shld have told ms lim i dont wanna take part this yr.
i wont do well.
as in, even if i throw well, i wont get the points.
DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
ohhs. no one will.
im going to do my physics ws now.
prepare to die on monday.
lastly, i still have to say.
i am so so so proud of you zeeb.
its really worth nagging at you every trg.
work harder.
you will get the trophy.
:D